Darkness and Temptations77. My mind became dimmed in a strange way; no truth seemed clear to me. When people spoke to me about God, my heart was like a rock. I could not draw from it a single sentiment of love for Him. When I tried, by an act of the …
Continue Reading71. I was sent for treatment to our house in Plock, and there I had the privilege of decorating the chapel with flowers. That was at Biala. Sister Thecla did not always have time for this, so I often decorated the chapel by myself. One day, I had pic…
Continue Reading66. O inexhaustible treasure of purity of intention which makes all our actions perfect and so pleasing to God! O Jesus, You know how weak I am; be then ever with me; guide my actions and my whole being. You who are my very best Teacher! Truly, Jesus…
Continue Reading61. O Jesus, I thank you for this great grace; namely, that You Yourself have deigned to choose a confessor for me, and that You had made him known to me in a vision even before I had met him {Father Sopocko]. When I went to confession to father Andr…
Continue Reading57. O my Jesus, You are the life of my life. You know only too well that I long for nothing but the glory of Your Name and that souls come to know Your goodness. Why do souls avoid You, Jesus? – I don‟t understand that. Oh, if I could only cut my hea…
Continue Reading53. I was very upset by this. I thought that I would get myself free from everything, and it turned out quite the opposite – an explicit command to follow the requests of Jesus. And now, still another torment, as I had no permanent confessor. Even if…
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47. In the evening, when I was in my cell, I saw the Lord Jesus clothed in a white garment.
One hand [was] raised in the gesture of blessing, the other was touching the garment at
the breast. From beneath the garment, slightly…
41. (16) On one occasion I saw a servant of God in the immediate danger of committing a mortal sin. I started to beg God to deign to send down upon me all the torments of hell and all the sufferings He wished if only this priest would be set free and…
Continue Reading36. (14) Once I was summoned to the judgment [seat] of God. I stood alone before the Lord. Jesus appeared such as we know Him during His Passion. After a moment, His wounds disappeared except for five, those in His hands, His feet and His side. Sudde…
Continue Reading31. + Once I saw a big crowd of people in our chapel, in front of the chapel and in the street, because there was no room for them inside19 . The chapel was decorated for a feast. There were a lot of clergy near the altar, and then our sisters and th…
Continue Reading26. End of the novitiate. The suffering does not diminish. Physical weakness dispenses me from all [community] spiritual exercises; that is to say, they are replaced by brief ejaculatory prayers. Good Friday [April 16, 1928] – Jesus catches up my hea…
Continue Reading21. End of postulancy [April 29, 1926] – My superiors [probably Mother Leonard and Mother Jane9 ] sent me to the novitiate in Cracow. An inconceivable joy reigned in my soul. When we arrived at the novitiate, Sister [Henry10] was dying. A few days la…
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